My Juno

So since the last blog so much has happened. The baby I wrote about in the last blog - well that baby may be our baby in a few months!!! I have contacted the birth mother, her mother, and we will meet with them both and her grandmother in October. They want to meet the three of us and discuss everything. I'm so extremely excited! I wish Kit was here to share in this with me - but only a couple of weeks left.

Well I don't know the sex of the baby - and I don't care. I don't know the father or the mother - and that doesn't bother me - I just want to hold that baby in my arms and know that he or she is all mine - for life! To snuggle and love and care for. I have already started looking at baby stuff - I know it's a little early to look - but I can't help myself. I know a million things can go wrong - but I'm being positive and optimistic about all of this.

Only about a month before I meet the mother - and I can't wait. I've seen pictures of her and her son, who will be 1 this month.

I only hope she fully understands how extremely grateful I am for her sacrifice and that I will love her baby like he or she is my very own. I will raise that baby to be good and loving and kind.

I've already had dreams of holding the baby - smelling the sweet baby smells - holding his or her little hands - tickling his or her little toes. I'm so in love with this baby already!

This is something I've wanted for years and years. To be this close to it - is amazing!!!

I only hope the birth mother knows what a fantastic gift she is giving my family and me. I hope she likes us as much as we will love her baby. I can't wait to find out if it will be a son or a daughter. No matter which, I will love them the same. Going through all the baby things again will be Amazing!

Wish us luck!